That CHEERFUL girl you see, is my beloved ONG KAIXIN.

and certainly im not her maid as well.

Kaixin is "slim", i must say.

Talking nonsense forever, banging into dustbins, falling down, forever blur. But all these is just so her, making me and my toes laugh.

Studying always at the last minute-.- you ought to change hur!

and dont worry about your results, for goodness sake, you will pass!

Guess what? she is damn rich i must say, okay, at least richer than me.

and when i get my pay which is this friday, we shall go kbox next week(:

I've been asking her to come church, she came twice, and i hope she will come more often.

last but not least,

A story i read, enjoy(:

Some fish who lived in a very small puddle of water. Listen to their conversation.

Abd so, everyday, the little fish spent their time competing for waterbugs.

Their stagnant puddle was cradled between the roots of an ancient oak tree, just beside a flowing river.

But one morning, there was a splash!

An amazing, brightly colored fish had jumped into the riverside puddle... a fish with golden scales. And-what was the most unusual in this particular puddle-he was smiling.

One od the puddlefish asked," Whr do you come from?"

The sparkling fished smiled brightly, "i come from the sea!"

The sparkling fsih was surprised and said, " No one has ever told you about the sea? Why, the sea is what fish are made for! It isnt like this little puddle; it's endless! A fish neednt swim in circles all day.. he can dance with tides! And it's sparkling clear! Yes, the sea is what fish are made for!"

Then a pale gray puddlefish spoke up," But, how do we get to the sea?"

The sparkling fish answered," Oh, its simple, you just jump from this little puddle into that river and trust that the current will take you to the sea."

Astonishment clouded the puddle water. At long last, a brave lil fish swam forward with a hard, experienced look in his eyes. He was a Realist fish.

He said, " It's pleasant to talk about 'sea business'. But. if you ask me, we have to face reality. And what is reality? Obviously, it's day-to-day life, swimming in circles and hunting for waterbugs.. Life is hard, it takes a realist fish to face the facts."

The sparkling fsih smiled, " But you dont understanf.. i've been there. i've seen the sea, And its far more wonderful than you can.." But before he could finish, the realist fish swam away.

Next fish came up with a nervous twitch in his tail. He was a scared fish.

He stammered, " you mean, we're suppose to j-jump into that big, swift river over there? Look, im just an ordinary lil fish. that river is deep and strong and wide, besides, im nto sure whr it goes. Why, i might be swept away by the current! if i jumped out my puddle, i might not have control over my life. No.. too risky for me.."

The sparkling fish whispered, "Just trust me.. Trust that the river will take you someplace good.." But the scared fish hurried away.

Finally, there swam out a very dignifies figure in a black robe- a theologian fish. Calmly, he adjusted his spectacles, sayin," My brother and sister fish, our distinguished visitor has expressed his views which merit our consideration. However, these puddlefish have expressed other views. by all means, let us be reasonable. We can work this out.. Why not from a discussion group? We could meet every tuesday at 7pm, and im sure some of the lay puddlefish would be happy to bring refreshments."

the eyes of the sparkling fish grew sad. " No, this will nv do. Talking is improtant, but in the end- it is ust a simple matter. you jum, You jjump out of this puddle and trust that the river will take you to the sea. Who will come and follow me?"

At first no one moved. Then a few pudlefish swam to his side. Tgt they jumped into the river and the current swept them away to the sea. the remaining ones began to swim in circles and hunt for waterbugs just like they always had.